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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:42 am
    @@@@@ Nothing more could happen after thisLet
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    Nothing more could happen after thisLet them see him weeping, let them know for one more time that he was the poorest man in the platoonIt was the only way he could find recognitionAfter so much anonymity, so much ridicule, this was almost better
    Gallagher was tugging at his shoulder again"Go 'way, I can't get up," Roth bawled
    Gallagher shook him, feeling a compound of disgust and pityEvery muscle fiber demanded that he lie down beside RothEach time he drew a breath the agony and nausea in his chest made him feel like weeping tooIf Roth didn't get up, he knew he also would collapse
    "Get up, Roth!"
    "I can't
    Gallagher grasped him under the armpits and tried to lift himThe dead resisting weight was enragingHe dropped Roth and clouted him across the back of his head"Get up, you Jew bastard!"
    The blow, the word itself, stirred him like an electric chargeRoth felt himself getting to his feet, stumbling forwardIt was the first time anyone had ever sworn at him that way, and it opened new vistas of failure and defeatIt wasn't bad enough that they judged him for his own faults, his own incapacities; now they included him in all the faults of a religion he didn't believe in, a race which didn't exist"Hitlerism, race theories," he mutteredHe was staggering forward dumbly, trying to absorb the shockWhy did they call him that, why didn't they see it wasn't his fault?
    And there was something else workingAll the protective devices, the sustaining fa?ades of his life had been eroding slowly in the caustic air of the platoon; his exhaustion had pulled out the props, and Gallagher's blow had toppled the rest of the edificeHe was naked another way nowHe rebelled against it, was frustrated that he could not speak to them and explain it awayIt's ridiculous, thought Roth in the core of his brain, it's not a race, it's not a nat
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:42 am
    @@@@@Devlin himself admitted that he had
    @@@@@Devlin himself admitted that he had no
    experience of babies brought by knifeWhy should she listen to him?
    Particularly when there was something she really had to doFitz
    had told her about the old woman who had appeared, as if by magic,
    to
    deliver Cat in the middle of the Halloween tempestColum had told
    her
    who the woman was-the coilleach from the towerScarlett owed the
    wise
    woman her life, and Cat'sThe cold took
    Scarlett by surpriseOctober had been warm enough, how could one
    month make so much difference? She wrapped the folds of her cloak
    around the well-blanketed babyHer large eyes
    looked
    at Scarlett's face"You darling thing," said Scarlett softly
    "You're so good, Cat, you never cry, do you?" She walked through the
    bricked stableyard to the route she'd used so often in the trap"I
    know you're there someplace," Scarlett shouted at the thicket of
    undergrowth beneath the trees that bordered the tower's clearing
    "You might as well come on out and talk to me, because I'm going to
    stand right here freezing to death until you doThe baby, too, if
    that matters to you She waited confidentlyThe woman who had
    brought Cat into the world would never let her be exposed for long to
    the cold damp in the shadow of the towerCat's eyes left Scarlett's
    face to move from side to side as if she were looking for somethingA
    few minutes later Scarlett heard a rustling in the thick growth of
    holly bushes to her rightThe wise woman stepped out between two
    of
    them"This way," she said, and stepped back
    There was a path, Scarlett saw when she got nearShe'd never have
    found it if the wise woman hadn't held back the spiny holly branches
    with one of her shawlsScarlett followed the path until it
    disappeared in a grove of low-branched trees"I give up," she said,
    "where to now?" There was a rusty laugh behind her"This way,"
    said
    the wise womanShe walked around Scarlett and bent low under the
    branches
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:42 am
    @@@@@There was no anger in his face, which was
    @@@@@There was no anger in his face, which was why it held my eye
    The others made way for this apparently unassuming man as if he had some status among them
    Only Jared didn't defer to him; he held his ground, staring only at meThe tall man stepped
    around him, not seeming to notice the obstacle in his path any more than he would a pile of
    rock
    “Okay, okay,” he said in an oddly cheery voice as he circled Jared and came to face meWhat have we got?”
    It was Aunt Maggie who answered him, appearing at his elbow
    “Jeb found it in the desertUsed to be our niece MelanieIt seemed to be following the
    directions he gave her She flashed a dirty look at Jeb
    “Mm-hm,” the tall, bony man murmured, his eyes appraising me curiouslyIt was strange, that
    appraisalHe looked as if he liked what he sawI couldn't fathom why he would
    My gaze shied away from his, to another woman–a young woman who peered around his side,
    her hand resting on his arm–my eyes drawn by her vivid hair
    Sharon!Melanie cried
    Melanie's cousin saw the recognition in my eyes, and her face hardened
    I pushed Melanie roughly to the back of my headhhh!
    “Mm-hm,” the tall man said again, noddingHe reached one hand out to my face and seemed
    surprised when I recoiled from it, flinching into Jeb's side
    “It's okay,” the tall man said, smiling a little in encouragement
    He reached toward my face againI shrunk into Jeb's side like before, but Jeb flexed his arm
    and nudged me forwardThe tall man touched my jaw below my ear, his fingers gentler than I
    expected, and turned my face awayI felt his finger trace a line on the back of my neck, and I
    realized that he was examining the scar from my insert
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:42 am
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    but some strong compulsion has urged him down the
    rutted road Adie calls Drunkard's Boulevard and
    then down the steeper, sandy path to the beach
    This voice has suggested his cigar will taste
    better hereHe can sit on a fallen log the waves
    have cast up and watch the after-ashes of the
    sunset, as orange fades to tangerine and the stars
    go blueThe Gulf will look pleasant in such light,
    the voice suggests, even if the Gulf has had the
    bad taste to mark the beginning of his marriage by
    swallowing two of his beloved's little sisters
    But there's more to watch than omega seamaster vintage just a sunset, it
    seemsThere's a ship out thereIt's an oldfashioned
    one, a pretty, slim-hulled thing with
    three masts and furled sailsInstead of sitting
    on the log, he walks down the beach to where the
    dry sand becomes wet and firm and packed,
    marveling at that swallow-shape against the fading
    sunsetSome trick of the air makes it seem as if
    1007
    the day's last red is shining right through the
    hull
    He is thinking this when the first cry comes,
    chiming in his head like a silver bell: Emery!
    And then comes another: Emery, help! The undertow!
    The rip!
    That is when he sees the girls, and his heart
    gives a bag dolce gabbana springing leapIt seems to rise all the
    way to his throat before falling back into place,
    where it dashes double-timeThe unlit cigar
    tumbles from his fingers
    Two little girls, and they look just the same
    They appear to be wearing identical jumpers, and
    although Emery should not be able to distinguish
    colors in this dying light, he can: one jumper is
    red, with an L on the front; the other is blue,
    with a T
    The rip! the girl with the T on her jumper calls,
    holding out her arms in supplication
    The undertow! calls the girl with the L
    And although neither girl appears to be in the
    slightest danger of drowning, Emery logo chanel doesn't
    hesitateHis joy won't let him hesitate, nor his
    bright certainty that this is a miracle
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    opportunity: when he turns up with the twins, his
    previously distant father-in-law will change his
    tune in a hurryAnd the silver chimes those
    voices ring in his head, they urge him forward,
    tooHe rushes to rescue Adie's sisters, to gather
    the lost girls in and splash with them to shore
    Emery! That's Tessie, her eyes dark in her chinapale
    face
    Emery, hurry! That's Laura, with her dripping
    white hands held out to him and her lank curls
    pasted against her white cheeks
    He cries I'm coming, girls! Hold on!
    Splashing Cartier Watches Tortue toward them, now up to his shins, now
    his knees
    He cries Fight it! as though they are doing
    anything but standing there in water that is only
    thigh-deep on them, although he's now up to his
    own thighs and he's six feet and two inches tall
    The water of the Gulf - still chilly in mid-April
    - is up to his chest when he reaches them, when he
    reaches out to them, and when they seize him with
    hands that are stronger than any little girls'
    hands should be; by the time he's close enough to
    see the silvery gleam in their glazed eyes and
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:42 am
    @@@@@Our Agatha was inimitable, and the duke was
    @@@@@Our Agatha was inimitable,
    and the duke was thought very great by manyAnd upon the whole,
    it would certainly have gone off wonderfully
    “It was a hard case, upon my word”; and, “I do think you were
    very much to be pitied,” were the kind responses of listening sympathy
    “It is not worth complaining about; but to be sure the poor old
    dowager could not have died at a worse time; and it is impossible to
    help wishing that the news could have been suppressed for just the
    three days we wantedIt was but three days; and being only a grandmother,
    and all happening two hundred miles off, I think there
    would have been no great harm, and it was suggested, I know; but
    Lord Ravenshaw, who I suppose is one of the most correct men in
    England, would not hear of it
    “An afterpiece instead of a comedy,” said Mr“Lovers’
    Vows were at an end, and Lord and Lady Ravenshaw left to act My
    Grandmother by themselvesWell, the jointure may comfort him;
    and perhaps, between friends, he began to tremble for his credit
    and his lungs in the Baron, and was not sorry to withdraw; and to
    make you amends, Yates, I think we must raise a little theatre at
    Mansfield, and ask you to be our manager
    This, though the thought of the moment, did not end with the
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    moment; for the inclination to act was awakened, and in no one
    more strongly than in him who was now master of the house; and
    who, having so much leisure as to make almost any novelty a certain
    good, had likewise such a degree of lively talents and comic
    taste, as were exactly adapted to the novelty of actingThe thought
    returned again and again“Oh for the Ecclesford theatre and scenery
    to try something with Each sister could echo the wish; and
    Henry Crawford, to whom, in all the riot of his gratifications it was
    yet an untasted pleasure, was quite alive at the idea“I really believe,”
    said he, “I could be fool enough at this moment to undertake
    any character that ever was written, from Shylock or Richard III
    down to the singing hero of a farce in his scarlet coat and cocked
    hatI feel as if I could be anything or everything; as if I could rant
    and storm, or sigh or cut capers, in any tragedy or comedy in the
    English languageLet us be doing somethingBe it only half a play,
    an act, a scene; what should prevent us? Not these countenances, I
    am sure,” looking towards the Miss Bertrams; “and for a theatre,
    what signifies a theatre? We shall be only amusing ourselvesAny
    room in this house might suffice
    “We must have a curtain,” said Tom Bertram; “a few yards of
    green baize for a curtain, and perhaps that may be enough
    “Oh, quite enough,” cried MrYates, “with only just a side wing
    or two run up, doors in flat, and three or four scenes to be let down;
    nothing more would be necessary on such a plan as thisFor mere
    amusement among ourselves we should want nothing more
    “I believe we must be satisfied with less,” said Maria“There would
    not be time, and other difficulties would ariseWe must rather adopt
    MrCrawford’s views, and make the performance, not the theatre,
    our ob
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:42 am
    @@@@@ Croft shouted at them to stop, but they
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    Croft shouted at them to stop, but they paid no attentionHe gave a last oath, swung impotently at a few of the hornets and then started down after themIn a last fragment of his ambition, he thought of regrouping them at the bottom
    The hornets pursued the men down the jungle wall and the rock ramp, goading them on in a last frenzy of effortThey fled with surprising agility, jumping down from rock to rock, ripping through the foliage that impeded themThey felt nothing but the savage fleck of the hornets, the muted jarring sensations of scrabbling from rock to rockAs they ran they flung away everything that slowed themThey tossed away their rifles, and some of them worked loose their packs and dropped themDimly they sensed that if they threw away enough possessions they would not be able to continue the patrol
    Polack was the last man ahead of Croft as the platoon poured into the amphitheaterHe caught a quick glimpse of them, and the platoon was halting in confusion now that they had escaped the hornetsPolack threw a glance over his shoulder at Croft and burst among the men shouting, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR? HERE COME THE BUGS!" Without pausing he ran past them, let loose a scream, and the platoon followed him, bolted in a new panicThey scattered over the floor of the amphitheater, continued on in the same spasm of effort over the next ridge, and down below to the valley, to the slopes of the rise beyondIn fifteen minutes they had fled beyond the point where they had started that morning
    When Croft finally caught up with the platoon, gathered them together, he discovered there were only three rifles and five packs leftHe knew they could never make the climb againHe was too weak himselfHe accepted the knowledge passively, too fagged to feel any regret or painIn a quiet tired voice he told them to rest before they turned back to the beach to meet the boat
    The return march was uneventfulThe men were wretchedly tired, but it was downhill work on the mountain slopesWithout any incident, they jumped the gap in the ledge where Roth had been killed, and by midafternoon descended the last cliffs, and set out into the yellow hillsAll afternoon as they marched they heard the artillery booming on the other side of the mountain rangeThat night they bivouacked about ten miles from the jungle, and by the next day they had reached the shore and joined the litter-bearersBrown and Stanley had come out of the hills only a few hours ahead of the platoon
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:42 am
    @@@@@Uncle Tom's CabFiddle-dee-dee! No decent
    @@@@@Uncle Tom's CabFiddle-dee-dee! No decent person
    would
    read that kind of trashShe wished she hadn't given in to the impulse
    to comeIt w only going to upset herIt was already upsetting her,
    and they weren't even out of the harbor and into the Ashley River
    yet
    Mercifully, the commentator ran out of things to say and for a long
    while the only sound was the thunk-thunk of the pistons and the
    splash
    of water as it fell from the wheelMarsh grass was green and gold on
    both sides with wide moss-hung oaks on the riverbank behind it
    Dragonflies darted through the midge-dancing air above the grass;
    occasionally a fish leapt from the water, then flopped back in
    Scarlett sat quietly, removed from the other passengers, nursing her
    rancorRhett's plantation was ruined, and he was doing nothing to
    save itCamellias! At Ballyhara, she had hundreds of acres of
    healthy crops where she had found rank weeds
    And she had rebuilt an entire town, while he just sat and stared at his
    burnt chimneysThat's why she had come on the paddleboat, she told
    herselfIt would make her feel good to see how far she was
    outstripping himScarlett tensed before each bend, relaxed when it
    was past and Rhett's house had not appearedShe'd forgotten Ashley
    BaronyJulia Ashley's big square brick house looked magnificently
    forbidding in the center of its unadorned lawn"This is the only
    plantation the heroic Union forces did not destroy," bawled the man in
    the absurd hat"It was not in the tender heart of their commander to
    injure the frail spinster woman who lay ill inside
    Scarlett laughed aloud"Frail spinster," indeed! Miss Julia must
    have scared the pants off him! The other passengers looked at her
    curiously, but Scarlett was unaware of their scrutinyThe Landing
    would be next Yes, there was the phosphate mineSo much
    bigger!
    There were five barges being loadedShe searched under the
    wide-brimmed hat of the man on the dockIt was that white-trash
    soldier-she couldn't remember his name, something like Hawkins-no
    matter, around that bend, past that big live
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    2:42 am
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    eyes narrowed, and all faces tightened into expressions of rageHowever, no one moved toward
    us, and no one spokeWhatever Kyle and the others had told these people about their
    confrontation with Jeb, it seemed to have had the effect Jeb was hoping for
    As we passed through the grove of human statues, I recognized Sharon and Maggie eyeing kelly hermes bag us
    from the wide mouth of one openingTheir expressions were blank, their eyes coldThey did
    not look at me, only Jeb
    It felt like years later when we finally reached the far side of the cavernJeb headed for a
    medium-sized exit, black against the brightness of this roomThe eyes on my back made my
    scalp tingle, but I didn't dare to look behind meThe hermes purse humans were still silent, but I worried that
    they might followIt was a relief to slip into the darkness of the new passagewayJeb's hand
    touched my elbow to guide me, and I did not shrink away from itThe babble of voices didn't
    pick up again behind us
    “That went better than I expected,” Jeb muttered as he steered me through the caveHis black chanel tote words
    surprised me, and I was glad I didn't know what he'd thought would happen
    The ground sloped downward under my feetAhead, a dim light kept me from total blindness
    “Bet you've never seen anything like my place here Jeb's voice was louder now, back to the
    chatty tone he'd used before“It's really something, isn't it?”
    He paused briefly in case I mens gucci watches might respond, and then went on
    “Found this place back in the seventiesI fell through the roof of the big
    room–probably shoulda died from the fall, but I'm too tough for my own goodTook me a while
    to find a way outI was hungry enough to eat rock by the time I managed it
    “I was the only one left on the ranch by then, so I didn't have anyone to show gucci replica it
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:42 am
    @@@@@"Do you see it?" I asked them"I saw it, on
    @@@@@"Do you see
    it?" I asked them"I saw it, on our way up from
    the houseThe real jockey statue, I mean, not the
    projection we saw on our way in"I don't," Wireman said, "and I think
    I would if it was there, muchachoI know the
    grass is high, but that red cap should still stand
    outUnless it's in one of the banana groves
    "Got it!" Jack cried, and actually laughed
    "The fuck you do," Wireman said, stungThen:
    "Where?"
    "Behind the tennis court
    Wireman looked there, started to say he still
    didn't see it, then stopped"I'll be a son of a
    bitch," he said"The Christing thing's upsidedown,
    isn't it?"
    "YesAnd since it has no actual feet to stick up,
    that's the square iron base you seeCharley marks
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    barn
    ii
    I had no premonition of what was waiting for us
    inside the long, overgrown outbuilding, which was
    dark and stifling hot, and no idea that Wireman
    had drawn the Desert Eagle automatic until it went
    off
    The doors were the kind that slide open on tracks,
    but these would never slide again; they were
    rusted in place eight feet apart, and had been for
    decadesGray-green Spanish Moss dangled down like
    a curtain, obscuring the top of the gap between
    the doors
    "What we're looking f-" I began, and that was when
    the heron came flapping out with its blue eyes
    blazing, its long neck stretched forward, and its
    yellow beak snappingIt was getting itself into
    flight as soon as it cleared the doors, and I had
    no doubt that its target was my eyesThen the
    Desert Eagle roared, and the bird's mad blue glare
    disappeared along with the rest of its head, in a
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    fine spray of bloodIt hit me, light as a bundle
    of wires wrapped around a hollow core, then
    dropped at my feetAt the same instant I heard a
    high, silver scream of fury in my head
    It wasn't just me, eitherJack
    dropped the handles of the picnic basket and
    jammed the heels of his hands against his ea
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:42 am
    @@@@@I am sorry for them all, and would give
    @@@@@I am sorry for them all, and would give something
    that Rushworth and Maria had never met
    In this quarter, indeed, disappointment was impending over Sir
    ThomasNot all his good-will for MrRushworth, not all Mr
    Rushworth’s deference for him, could prevent him from soon discerning
    some part of the truth—that MrRushworth was an inferior
    young man, as ignorant in business as in books, with opinions
    in general unfixed, and without seeming much aware of it himself
    He had expected a very different son-in-law; and beginning to
    feel grave on Maria’s account, tried to understand her feelings
    Little observation there was necessary to tell him that indifference
    was the most favourable state they could be inRushworth was careless and coldShe could not, did not like
    himSir Thomas resolved to speak seriously to herAdvantageous
    as would be the alliance, and long standing and public as was the
    engagement, her happiness must not be sacrificed to it
    Rushworth had, perhaps, been accepted on too short an acquaintance,
    and, on knowing him better, she was repenting
    With solemn kindness Sir Thomas addressed her: told her his fears,
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    inquired into her wishes, entreated her to be open and sincere, and
    assured her that every inconvenience should be braved, and the
    connexion entirely given up, if she felt herself unhappy in the prospect
    of itHe would act for her and release herMaria had a moment’s
    struggle as she listened, and only a moment’s: when her father ceased,
    she was able to give her answer immediately, decidedly, and with no
    apparent agitationShe thanked him for his great attention, his paternal
    kindness, but he was quite mistaken in supposing she had the
    smallest desire of breaking through her engagement, or was sensible
    of any change of opinion or inclination since her forming itShe
    had the highest esteem for MrRushworth’s character and disposition,
    and could not have a doubt of her happiness with him
    Sir Thomas was satisfied; too glad to be satisfied, perhaps, to urge
    the matter quite so far as his judgment might have dictated to others
    It was an alliance which he could not have relinquished without
    pain; and thus he reasonedRushworth was young enough to
    improveRushworth must and would improve in good society;
    and if Maria could now speak so securely of her happiness with
    him, speaking certainly without the prejudice, the blindness of love,
    she ought to be believedHer feelings, probably, were not acute; he
    had never supposed them to be so; but her comforts might not be
    less on that account; and if she could dispense with seeing her husband
    a leading, shining character, there would certainly be everything
    else in her favourA well-disposed young woman, who did
    not marry for love, was in general but the more attached to her own
    family; and the nearness of Sotherton to Mansfield must naturally
    hold out the greatest temptation, and would, in all probability, be a
    continual supply of the most amiable and innocent enjoyment
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:42 am
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    he could not do as long as he willed itDavid Webb was gone from his psyche, only the predator
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    He was through! The parallel vertical links were cut, the ground wires as wellHe gripped the
    fence and pulled the opening toward him, making each half foot of space an ordealHe crawled
    inside this strangely fortified acreage and stood up, listening, his eyes darting in every direction,
    scanning the lady dior darkness—which was not complete darknessHe saw—filtered through the thick
    branches of the tall overlapping pines bordering the tamed grounds—flickerings of light coming
    from the large houseSlowly, he made his way toward what he knew was the circular driveHe
    reached the outer border of the asphalt and lay prone beneath a spreading pine, gathering his
    thoughts and his breath as he studied the scene in front of himSuddenly there was a flash of light
    on his far right, deep inside the grounds at the end of a straight graveled road that branched off
    from the circular drive
    A door had been opened; it Gucci Indy Bag belonged to what appeared to be a small house or a large cabin and it
    remained openTwo men and a woman came out and were talking no, they were not just talking,
    they were arguing heatedlyBourne ripped the short powerful binoculars out of their Velcro recess
    and put them up to his eyesQuickly he focused on the trio, whose voices grew in volume, the
    words indistinguishable but the anger apparentAs the blurred image sharpened, he studied the
    three people, knowing instantly that the medium-sized, medium-built, ramrod-straight protesting
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    92
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    instant loathing and he did not know why, since no connection with anything in the past came to
    himOnly feelings of disgust and revulsionWhere were the images, the brief flashes of time or
    circumstance that so often illuminated his inner screen? mulberry bag They did not come; he only knew that the
    man he focused on in the binoculars was his enemy
    Then that huge man did an extraordinary thingHe reached for Swayne’s wife, throwing his
    large left arm protectively around her shoulders, his right hand accusingly jabbing the space
    between him and the generalWhatever he said—or yelled—caused Swayne to react with what
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:40 am
    @@@@@ Her voice was strangely thin when she
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    Her voice was strangely thin when she spoke"That by any chance be
    MrRhett Butler?" It seemed to take an eternity for the man's eyes
    to return to page in his hand, for him to read, for him to speak Rhett! here! Bart must have written him about
    the stables, selling up, about Dijonhe must be doing what I was
    going to he came all the way from America to help a friendOr to get
    a winner for the next Charleston racesEven poor, dear,
    tragic Bart doesn't matter, may God - meI'm going to see Rhett
    Scarlett realized that she was rurú running, pushing people aside
    without apologyTo the devil everyone, everythingRhett was here,
    only a few hundred - away"Box eight," she gasped at a stewardc forced herself to breathe slowly until she thought she
    must normalNo one could see her heart pounding, could they?
    climbed
    the two steps into the bunting-trimmed boxOut on great turfed oval
    twelve brightly shirted riders were whipping horses towards the
    finish
    All around Scarlett people were urging on the horsesShe didn't hear
    a thingRhett was watchingú the race through field glassesEven ten
    feet
    away she could smell the whiskey on himhe was rocking on his feet
    Drunk?
    Not R - he could always hold hisliquorhad Bart's disaster upset him
    much? Look at me, her heart beggedPut the glasses down and - at
    me
    Let me see your eyes when you say my Let me see something for me
    in
    your eyesCheering and groans hailed the end of
    the race
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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